cheers darlin' - to you and your lover boy

I've chosen to write about this here. I usually write about these things elsewhere, but this time, I'd like to leave this open and public. These words would be supressed elsewhere...and I don't want that now. It's not for attention, its to give you an idea of what's going on in my head. It's to give you an insight as to what inspires and breaks an artist like me.

I've given up communicating with some people. I talk, and talk and talk, only to get questions that I've already answered, and only to watch their eyes glaze over the TV, watching the latest good deed that Oprah has taken upon herself, while i continue to talk. I'm tired of her not listening, and I think I'm giving up.

I give up easily sometimes.

As for other things. I can't really describe what it is I feel towards a few people. You can't be upset at someone who doesn't know that what they've done is wrong...not necessarily wrong, but hurtful. And I can't be upset with someone who is simply just out of reach, but gives me what he/she can of himself/herself. (which i like to think is alot) The whole love-like spectrum is a bitch.

you win some, you lose some.

hope all is better in the real world, x -tanya